I've been very busy lately, especially in the past week. The more I do, the more I need to balance it with un-doing (as the Tao te Ching would say). I surrender my work & remind myself of my faith that if the Universe gave me dreams, it also has provided me with everything that I need to realize them.
So I work & keep doubts at bay – I don't even stop to ponder them. And it feels good! This is the most logical conclusion I've come to: my aspirations came with a built-in supply of resources to make them happen.
This comes with humility & devotion. Knowing that I don't have to figure it all out by myself. That I am supported & that it is safe to follow my deepest desires. They are of divine origins, as my life, & they serve a divine purpose. I am here to give, to serve & to materialize all these wishes.
And doing so fills me with incredible joy & compassion! I am now at the stage of finding the people who will attend my gathering & I trust completely that they are out there, waiting for my invitation to reach them. That they too, have wished for this to happen & will rejoice when it does.
It may sound crazy, but thinking this keeps me sane :)