I went for a walk by the river in the hopes that all the emotions welling up inside me would settle. One moment I am exhilarated by the freedom + opportunity now permeating my life, and the next moment (or day) I feel drained & dizzy by all these possibilities.
As if this were too much for me. But it’s not – I’m strong enough & vulnerable enough & open enough to receive unlimited abundance, happiness & health! I just need a reminder once in a while, like during a quiet walk.
It’s been a month (+ 2 days) that I left my gray cubicle & my former deadening position as an ecologist. There were pro’s and con’s about this job for sure, but it wasn’t me. My spirit & my body were deteriorating steadily. I did what every sensible person does in this situation: I quit. Nothing else mattered – not that I was at the time the sole revenue provider of our household, nor that I had no other position waiting for me.
I just set myself free.
It is my dream & goal to become a bestselling fiction author (now it’s public!) & I've been working towards this ever since. I feel so grateful to have just taken the leap! Giving my resignation was remarkably easy. During my first week (& month overall) of this new lifestyle, my energy soared, drunk of possibilities that I am now concreting. I realized that if I refused to see limitations to my growth & development, none existed.
I am realizing that all the Universal Laws are so simple & that the butterfly effect can be directed with my intention only. I feel a rush of magic inside of me whilst feeling incredibly still too.
I am awakening to my nature & to the Universe. All my practice of being present has paid off – big time. Nothing can stop me now from creating my ideal life.